i guess i still need more practice..before i can fly away from home without feeling soo sooo reluctant...the day before i was due back in singapore, i went to val's hse where we baked choc chip cookies..san was supposed to join us de lor..but in the end she hav to do some "secret,private" work and cannot make it..but nite time we girls joined pik,karmun n their bfs at de tym's for last gathering before san and i fly off..
my trip from brunei to miri then to jb quite uneventful..it was only in sg bad things happened..lol...amilyn n i were tired from the trip, and we wanted to shower n go to bed liao..my toiletries at sy's place..so we took the last bus to his place,took my stuffs..(now looking back, it was lucky i put those stuffs at his place..if not i wouldnt be able to shower liao..cos the luggage storage space not open for collection)..then amilyn said she was hungry so she borrowed money from sy n we walked to the 24hrs CHEERS to get some food before walking back to my place...who knows, when we reached my place, i realise i left my key at sy's place!!! at tat moment i reli feel like dying...the thought of having to walk back n forth again..jus for the transponder made me wanna cry on the spot..in the end no choice but to take taxi...and wasted 4.35...
back in the room...after showering i m looking forward to bed with warm blanket..who knows..when i open my luggage i realised i din bring blanket after all!!! i kept thinking i brought it oredi...haih~ then hav to cover myself with bath towel,blown dry using amilyn's hair dryer...so soi lahh...
this morning CORS made my mood down all day...met with sy for lunch,n the three of us went to get my luggage from the storage space...i wanted to unpack..but couldnt do so properly..cos i wan to unpack all by myself..in the room alone...having ppl around macam got obstruction, but nan dao ask me halau ppl away meh? then as i unpack...i was overwhelmed by emotions all of a sudden...n reli feeling emo..still am now...my eyes are watery..n i told myself it's becos of the cold i caught...i rmbr telling myself before i came, that 4 mths will be over in a blink of the eye, and i believed so..since time flies in brunei..but now i m not sure anymore..i wonder if i can survive another semester in NUS..when i m oredi like this...even before semester starts..
this post isnt supposed to be emo at first..i jus wanted to jot down the stupid thing i did..but now i m reli feeling down...
btw...san..yi lu shun feng!
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