pieces of me

i couldn't sleep yesterday night

insomnia

and when i finally fell asleep

i was plagued by dreams

weird dreams

i m sure there were more than one "story"

but one was particularly disturbing

i dreamt that i was suffocating

i couldn't breath and was gasping for breath

somehow i knew that i can only breathe underwater

hmm, clarify a bit

i can only breathe through my nose and exhale via mouth by blowing bubbles into water

i think. wth right? i know.

the thing is

it felt very real

to the extent that i actually woke up gasping for breath

like you know

eyes snapped open and gasping wildly

weird

after that was in sort of a half-slumber

i remember in the dream i was in some ulu area

i remember it was so damn hard to find clean water to 'breathe'

i was breathing heavily while trying to find water

in my mind i kept thinking if i don't find water soon

i'm gonna die

maybe this time all the stress manifest itself in my dreams

suffocation dream? 

my first time 

hope it's my last

it's not very pleasant.