don'T chOose tOo mCh...

i wanted to post an entry with pictures initially...

i spent almost one hour uploading the pictures...

when the pictures are uploaded i wanted to add comments beside it...

who knows the pictures just disappeared!!

ok la..i admit i accidentally deleted 2 of them...

how come blogger don't have undo button?????

without the 2 i deleted the other pictures have no meaning liao..since they are in a series...

in the end, i deleted the rest of the pictures, no mood to redo it anymore...sigh~

anyway...MD award ceremony took place 4 days ago...i din wan to attend at first...to be honest i m a bit apprehensive of meeting ppl i know...some of them will definitely ask me why i am here, which is a question i think i m not ready to answer yet. susan suggested me to just smile through the questions, if not ask someone to take the award on my behalf, i thought of kh lor...but then in the end my parents "forced" me to go..“是你自己要回来的，你自己去面对，谁叫你要回来？”sigh...tat's why i said i dun think they understand why i m coming back...as time goes by i don't think i understand myself anymore then they do...what am i supposed to do next?

ok,back to the topic...so i went to school with my mom, and sat together with all the other ppl who got awards, most of them are st andrew's ppl.. and then the questions start coming...i'm in a dilemma lor, i dun wan to talk about it, yet i don't wan to lie about it either...so i replied with "why do u wanna know?" or distract their attention elsewhere(i know it's lame but i reli dunno wat else to do, i kept wishing i din go in the first place)...in the end they understand that i m not veli willing to talk about it lo, and said that stella has 不能说的秘密...i got a cert and a glass trophy, i din know i m supposed to check whether they got my name right, it was only when other people beside me are checking theirs only did i check mine...i really just assume i got the right cert with correct name n spelling n everything lor...

argh..this entry is so boring...i m losing my thread of thoughts..till next time then

signing off

stella

xoxo